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Mera naam Shahab hai jis waqat main apni zindagi ki yeh kahani jo soonane ja raha hoon is waqt meri oomar 38 saal ki hogai hai. Main Shahar Karachi, Pakistan ka rahne wala hoon. Main paida hoowa aaur pala bharha karachi hi me aaur iss waqat main Amrica ki Riyasat texas ke shahar Houston me Phanch (5) saal se rehraha hoon . Main 1963 me paida hoowa, Ham “6” bhai behan hain. Aaj kal meri ek behan Najma karachi aaur doosri behan Asma Canada me apne apne shauharon ke saath rehti hain. Houston me haam loogo ne do baare maakaan saath saath lekar inhen saath hi mila kar ek kaar diya hai issliye baqi ham tamam bhai sab hi houston me apne biwi aaur bachoon ke saath issi ek hi ghaar me saath rehte hain. Usa aane se do saal pehle mere walid aaur waalda dono hi ka intiqaal ho gaayaa tha. Mere Walid Basheeruddin ka karachi me paper ke wholesale ka business tha. Hum agar bahut ameer nahi the to ghareeb bhi nahi the hamme middile class family me shumar kiya jasakta hai. Hum [6] bhai behnon me pehle aaur dosre number par bhai hai jo mujh se [3] saal aur [ek] saal bara hai. Phir hum joodwan bhai behan yaani main aaur meri behan Najma jo mujh se sirf [8] minute chooti hai, ooske baad mujh se [5] saal choota bhai aaur [7] saal chooti behan hai. Mere Pappa matric ke fauran baad hi dono bare bhaiyoon ko apne saath kaam par laga liya aaur oonhen night collage me aage parhaai ke liye admission dilwa diya, iss tarah woh Pappa ke sath business me bhi lag gaye aaur parahai bhi nahi choori. Hamare poore gharane ki khubsurti ki taareef haar koi karta tha. ham sabhun ka rang goora aaur gulabi hai, Naak naqsha khara aaur bahut purkashish (charming) hai saab laambe qaad ke hain. Khoossoossan meri Mammi jin ka naam Razia hai oonke husun aaur jaamal ki misaal nahi milti, woh filmi heroin Madhubala ki ham-shaakaal theen, loog kehte the ke joodwan ham-shakloon me bhi thoora bahut faraq hoota hai magar Mammi aaur Madhubala me ek zarra barabar bhi faraq nahi tha. Mere Pappa aaur Mammi ki oomaar me [20] saal ka faraq tha yani Mammi Pappa se [20] saal chooti thien. Pappa pehle bhi ek shaadi kar chooke the, ooss biwi se kooi aulaad nahi thi, shaadi ke 15 saal ke baad oonka inteqal hogaya tha ooske baad sab ke zid karne par [5] saal baad Mammi se shadi ki thi. Jab main [16] saal ka tha to meri Mammi 35 saal ki thi magar woh 35 saal ki bajaye [22/23] saal ki kanwari ladki nazaar aati thain. Oonka qaad 5”-6”, goolabi raang, lambe baal aaur jisim oonka 35-26-34 ka tha. Jab woh baher nikaltin too raaste chalne waale loog door door tak oonhe dekhte hi rehte the. Shooroo me hamara gharana mazhabi aaur parde ka paband gharana tha jo badalte zamane ke mutabiq waqat ke dhare ke saath saath chalta howa badalta bhi raha. Phir jab mai [10] saal ka howa to ooswaqt hi se hamare gharane me parde ka rewaaj khatam hoa aaur naye daur ki thoori bahut aazadi aagaii, pehle ghaar paar kissi dost ko boola kaar jamghata lagana mana tha Mammi aaur Pappa kehte the ke jiss ghaar me larkiyan hoon wahan ghair mardoon ka baithak baazi nahi hona chahiye, magar aab dost yaar aate aaur hum loog raat der tak tash waghaira khelte, Mammi aaur behan bhi kabhi kabhi hamare qaribi aaur betakalluf dostoon se hai hello kar lene me kooi boorai mahsoos nahi kartin. Pehle haamaari ghaar ki aurten aaur ladkian akele baaher nahi jaa sakti thien, magaar aab koi rook took nahi thi, Najma joo [16] saal ki hogaii thi oosse bhi [2/4] ghaante ke liye kissi saheli ke paas aakele jaane se koi nahi rookta tha.

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My Incestious Confession -2/Jawani Diwani
Mere Pappa gusse ke bahut tez the aaur baat baat par maar maar kar chamri udherdete the, ghar ka har fard oonse haar waqat dara hoowa hi rehta tha, sirif ghaar hi waale nahi baalke mohaalle ke loog bhi oonke ghoosse se daarte the, oonki bewajah ke maar peet ne mujhe bachpan hi se baghi bana diya aaur bachpan hi se burrai ke raaste paar chal para. Bachpan hi se mere sanghi aaur sathi oomaar me mujh se bare to the hi isske elaawa woh sab aawara, badmaash aaur looche lafange qisim ke jaahil ladke the jo baat baat par ma behan ki ghaliyan dete, Ghaar se pocket kharch bahut thora aaur woh bhi bari mushkil se milta tha. Dostoon ke kehne soonne par main ghar se Mammi ke batwe se aaur bhai ke jeb se paise choorana shoro kar diye. Apne se oomar me bare ladkon ke sath oothne baithne ki wajah se [14] saal ki oomar me hi main bilkul paak gaya aaur mujhe sex ke bare me bahut kooch maaloom hogaya, mujhe maalom hogaya ke choodai aaur choodna kisse kehte hain. Shooro me hum ek do ladke choodai ki baaten karte hoe ek dosre ke lund ko aappas hi me pakad kar sehlana shooroo kiya baad me ek doosre ki gand maar kaar maza lene lage. Hame gand marne aaur marwane me itna maza mila ke hum haar waqat mooqa ki talash me rehte aaur mooqa milte hi aappass me ek doosre ki gand marte. Phir hame cigaret pine ki aadat pari aaur hum ne joowa (gambling) bhi kheelna shoroow kardiya. Yani ke [16] saal ki oomar taak pahunchte pahunchte main har rang me rang gaya. Magar abhi bhi ek baat ki kami thi yani kissi ladki ko choodne aaur choodai dekhne ki khawahish, magar hum kahan se ladki choodne ke liye laate aaur kissi ko kaise choodai karte hoowe dekhte. Har waqat dimagh me ladki ko nanga dekhne ka, ooski choot dekhne ka aaur oosko choodne ka hi khiyal bhara rahta tha. Yeh khawahish mujhe paagal kiye rakhti thi aaur din- ba- din ladki ke liye janoon barhta hi jaraha tha. Mere ander ke janoon ne mujhe aapni bahan Najma ki taraf matawajjah kiya, jo meri joodwan hone ki wajah se meri ham-oomar bhi thi aaur bahut qareeb aaur betakalluf bhi, mujhe yaad nahi ke yeh silsilla kaise shooroo hoowa ke jab main mooqa aaur oosko akela paa kar ooski chaati (breast) pakar kar dabana shooro kiya, Najma ne meri harkat ki shikayat ghar paar kissi se nahi ki bass sharma kar bhag jaati, ooske kissi ko na batane ki wajah se meri himmat barh gaii aaur phir chaati ke saath saath ooski choot ko bhi sehlana shooroo kar diya. Maine hamesha yeh mahsoos kiya ke meri harkat se oose bhi maza aane laga hai magar iss-se aage kooch kaar nahi pata kiunke jaise hi oosse haath lagata woh hamesha sharma kar bhaag jati magar kissi se bolti nahi. Choonke hamara poora gharana bahut khubsoorat tha aaur khaas kar Mammi ki khubsoorti to aapni missaal aap thi, oonki khubsoorti poori ki poori meri bahan Najma ko milli thi iss-liyeh Najma bhi bahut khubsoorat thi, jo bhi oosse dekhta ooski khubsoorti ki taareef karte nahi thaakta tha. [16] saal ki oomar me ooska qaad [5”-5”] ka ho gaya tha, woh bilkul gulaabi rang ki doobli paatli Japani doll ki tarah thi, chehre paar bachoon ki tarah maasoomyat thi, [16] saal ki hone ke baad bhi woh bachi hi nazar aati thi, aaur ooski chaati (breast) [32”], kaamar [20”] aaur kolha (hip) [32”] ka tha.

Hamare mohalle main ek gorocery ki shop thi ooske owner ka naam nahi maaloom magar saab loog oose Shahji ke naam se pookarte the woh 35-40 saal ka lamba chaoora goore rang ka bilkul kisi filmi hero ki taraah bahoot khubsooraat aaur taqatwar mard tha, woh punjab ka rehne wala tha ooski poori family punjab hi me rahti thi woh karachi kamane keliye aaya tha aaur oosne yahaan gorocery ki ek chooti si dookan kaar li thi aaur dookan ke piche hi ek room rehne ke liye bana liya tha jiska ek darwaza dookan ke ander se tha aaur doosra darwaza pichli gaali se tha aaur woh wahin rahta tha. Soona tha ke woh baahoot pehle shaadi ki thi magaar shaadi ke chund maheene baad hi ooski biwi maar gaaii thi, biwi ke maarne ke baad hi woh Karachi aakaar bass giyya tha. Hamaare ghaar ka pooraa gorosarry oossi ke dookaan se aati thi, Shahji mahinee me ek doo martabaa haamaare ghaar aatta aaur Mammi oosse zarooraat ki chizeen likhwaati jaatien aaur who likh kaar le jaataa phir doosre din list kaa pooraa saamaan hamare ghaar pahonchwa deta tha, oskaa poora hissaab kitaab Pappa mahine me ek baar kaarte the. Woh hamare ghaar ke saab loogoon se bahoot betakaalluf tha. Bahoot baar maine dekha aaur mahsoos kiyya tha ke jaab Mammi osske saamne baith kaar saamaan ka list oosse likhwaati thien to ooski nigaah Mammi ki chaati ki taaraaf hooti thien jahaan se oonki qameez ke {V] shape ke gaalee see ooppaari oobhaar nazzaar aataa tha, bahoot baar maine dekha ke Mammi ko ooski harkaat ka pataa chaal giyya magaar oonhoone Shahji ko kooch nahi kaha bass onke chehre paar sharmili muskuraahaat daur gaaii aaur onhoone apne dopatte se apni khooli hoowi chaati ko dhaak liya. Bahoot baar maine dekha ke Samaan likhwaane ka kaam khaataam hone ke baawaajood Mammi aaur Shahji baithe ghantoon haans haans ke gupp shupp karte the baad me Mammi mujhe ooske saath gupp shupp ke baare me kissi se kooch na kehne ki taakeed kaar deti thein. Haam saab bhai behaan hamesha ooske dookan hi se icecream , chocolet waghaira khaareed tay the, aaur jisko bhi kooch lenaa hootaa tha billa jhijhaak akele hi ooski dookaan paar chalaa jataa tha. Oosse khaas talluq mera ek dost karam din jisse ham sab Karmoo kehte the oosne karwaya. Karmoo hi woh ladka tha jis ne hame cigaret aaur gambling ke raaste paar laya, woh mujh se 5 saal bara tha aaur oosi ne pehli baar meri gand mari aaur gand marne aaur marwane ka maza chakhwaya. Hamare paas choonke apni koi jagah nahi thi jahan razdari se choodai karte aaur gambling karte, ek din haam chaaroon doost baithe yaahi baat kaar raahe the ke haamare paas kissi paake jagaah ka intezaam hoona chahiye jahaan haam beghair kissi daar ke aaraam se taash kheel saakein aaur gand maarne ka maazza le sakein, Karmoo ne kahaa ke ek jagaah to hai magaar jis ki jagaah hi oosse bhi aapne group me shaamil kaarna paare ga, haam saab fauraan raazi hoo gaye to Karmoo ne kahaa ke pehlee oosse poochna paare gaa ke woh raazi hai bhi ya naahi. Osswawaq Karmoo ne ooska naam nahi baataaya tha woh yeh kahaa tha ke aagaar woh raazi nahi hoowa to ooska naam zaahir kaarna theek naahi hooga, oossne ooske baare me itnaa zaroor baataa diya tha ke woh 30/40 saal ka maard hai aaur woh choodai ka bahut shauqeen hai, oosse to baas laura ghoosane ke liye sooraakh chaahiye chaahe sooraakh ladki ki choot ka hoo yah ladke ki gaand ka, phir Karmoo mere raan paar haath maar kaar boola tha,

"Shahab to baahut khubsooraat aaur chikna launda hai choonke woh toojhe jaanta hai iss liye woh tere goore aaur chikne gaand ke liye zaroor raazi hoo jaaye gaa,"

"Woh kissi ko kooch kaahe gaa to nahien", Main ne yahi sooch kaar poocha ke koi bhi gaand maare moojhe maazza to mile gaa hi aaur saath saath ek jaagaah ka paakkaa bandobaast bhi hoo jaaye ga, baas raaz na khoole.

"yaar main khood do [2] saal se oosse aaur ooske teen [3] doostoon se gand maarwaa raha hoon kia aaj taak kissi ko kooch maaloom hoowa, yaar raaz khulne ki fikaar maat kaaro, ooski chaahee jaan chaali jaaye maagaar raaz nahi khoole ga, yaahi haal ooske tinoon doostoon ka hai. Saab loog raaz ke maamle me bilkul paakke loog hain,"

Kaarmoo baarre yaaqin se dilaasaa deeta hoowa kaahaa.

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My Incestious Confession -3/Jawani Diwani
Mere Pappa gusse ke bahut tez the aaur baat baat par maar maar kar chamri udherdete the, ghar ka har fard oonse haar waqat dara hoowa hi rehta tha, sirif ghaar hi waale nahi baalke mohaalle ke loog bhi oonke ghoosse se daarte the, oonki bewajah ke maar peet ne mujhe bachpan hi se baghi bana diya aaur bachpan hi se burrai ke raaste paar chal para. Bachpan hi se mere sanghi aaur sathi oomaar me mujh se bare to the hi isske elaawa woh sab aawara, badmaash aaur looche lafange qisim ke jaahil ladke the jo baat baat par ma behan ki ghaliyan dete, Ghaar se pocket kharch bahut thora aaur woh bhi bari mushkil se milta tha. Dostoon ke kehne soonne par main ghar se Mammi ke batwe se aaur bhai ke jeb se paise choorana shoro kar diye. Apne se oomar me bare ladkon ke sath oothne baithne ki wajah se [14] saal ki oomar me hi main bilkul paak gaya aaur mujhe sex ke bare me bahut kooch maaloom hogaya, mujhe maalom hogaya ke choodai aaur choodna kisse kehte hain. Shooro me hum ek do ladke choodai ki baaten karte hoe ek dosre ke lund ko aappas hi me pakad kar sehlana shooroo kiya baad me ek doosre ki gand maar kaar maza lene lage. Hame gand marne aaur marwane me itna maza mila ke hum haar waqat mooqa ki talash me rehte aaur mooqa milte hi aappass me ek doosre ki gand marte. Phir hame cigaret pine ki aadat pari aaur hum ne joowa (gambling) bhi kheelna shoroow kardiya. Yani ke [16] saal ki oomar taak pahunchte pahunchte main har rang me rang gaya. Magar abhi bhi ek baat ki kami thi yani kissi ladki ko choodne aaur choodai dekhne ki khawahish, magar hum kahan se ladki choodne ke liye laate aaur kissi ko kaise choodai karte hoowe dekhte. Har waqat dimagh me ladki ko nanga dekhne ka, ooski choot dekhne ka aaur oosko choodne ka hi khiyal bhara rahta tha. Yeh khawahish mujhe paagal kiye rakhti thi aaur din- ba- din ladki ke liye janoon barhta hi jaraha tha. Mere ander ke janoon ne mujhe aapni bahan Najma ki taraf matawajjah kiya, jo meri joodwan hone ki wajah se meri ham-oomar bhi thi aaur bahut qareeb aaur betakalluf bhi, mujhe yaad nahi ke yeh silsilla kaise shooroo hoowa ke jab main mooqa aaur oosko akela paa kar ooski chaati (breast) pakar kar dabana shooro kiya, Najma ne meri harkat ki shikayat ghar paar kissi se nahi ki bass sharma kar bhag jaati, ooske kissi ko na batane ki wajah se meri himmat barh gaii aaur phir chaati ke saath saath ooski choot ko bhi sehlana shooroo kar diya. Maine hamesha yeh mahsoos kiya ke meri harkat se oose bhi maza aane laga hai magar iss-se aage kooch kaar nahi pata kiunke jaise hi oosse haath lagata woh hamesha sharma kar bhaag jati magar kissi se bolti nahi. Choonke hamara poora gharana bahut khubsoorat tha aaur khaas kar Mammi ki khubsoorti to aapni missaal aap thi, oonki khubsoorti poori ki poori meri bahan Najma ko milli thi iss-liyeh Najma bhi bahut khubsoorat thi, jo bhi oosse dekhta ooski khubsoorti ki taareef karte nahi thaakta tha. [16] saal ki oomar me ooska qaad [5”-5”] ka ho gaya tha, woh bilkul gulaabi rang ki doobli paatli Japani doll ki tarah thi, chehre paar bachoon ki tarah maasoomyat thi, [16] saal ki hone ke baad bhi woh bachi hi nazar aati thi, aaur ooski chaati (breast) [32”], kaamar [20”] aaur kolha (hip) [32”] ka tha

Hamare mohalle main ek gorocery ki shop thi ooske owner ka naam nahi maaloom magar saab loog oose Shahji ke naam se pookarte the woh 35-40 saal ka lamba chaoora goore rang ka bilkul kisi filmi hero ki taraah bahoot khubsooraat aaur taqatwar mard tha, woh punjab ka rehne wala tha ooski poori family punjab hi me rahti thi woh karachi kamane keliye aaya tha aaur oosne yahaan gorocery ki ek chooti si dookan kaar li thi aaur dookan ke piche hi ek room rehne ke liye bana liya tha jiska ek darwaza dookan ke ander se tha aaur doosra darwaza pichli gaali se tha aaur woh wahin rahta tha. Soona tha ke woh baahoot pehle shaadi ki thi magaar shaadi ke chund maheene baad hi ooski biwi maar gaaii thi, biwi ke maarne ke baad hi woh Karachi aakaar bass giyya tha. Hamaare ghaar ka pooraa gorosarry oossi ke dookaan se aati thi, Shahji mahinee me ek doo martabaa haamaare ghaar aatta aaur Mammi oosse zarooraat ki chizeen likhwaati jaatien aaur who likh kaar le jaataa phir doosre din list kaa pooraa saamaan hamare ghaar pahonchwa deta tha, oskaa poora hissaab kitaab Pappa mahine me ek baar kaarte the. Woh hamare ghaar ke saab loogoon se bahoot betakaalluf tha. Bahoot baar maine dekha aaur mahsoos kiyya tha ke jaab Mammi osske saamne baith kaar saamaan ka list oosse likhwaati thien to ooski nigaah Mammi ki chaati ki taaraaf hooti thien jahaan se oonki qameez ke {V] shape ke gaalee see ooppaari oobhaar nazzaar aataa tha, bahoot baar maine dekha ke Mammi ko ooski harkaat ka pataa chaal giyya magaar oonhoone Shahji ko kooch nahi kaha bass onke chehre paar sharmili muskuraahaat daur gaaii aaur onhoone apne dopatte se apni khooli hoowi chaati ko dhaak liya. Bahoot baar maine dekha ke Samaan likhwaane ka kaam khaataam hone ke baawaajood Mammi aaur Shahji baithe ghantoon haans haans ke gupp shupp karte the baad me Mammi mujhe ooske saath gupp shupp ke baare me kissi se kooch na kehne ki taakeed kaar deti thein. Haam saab bhai behaan hamesha ooske dookan hi se icecream , chocolet waghaira khaareed tay the, aaur jisko bhi kooch lenaa hootaa tha billa jhijhaak akele hi ooski dookaan paar chalaa jataa tha. Oosse khaas talluq mera ek dost karam din jisse ham sab Karmoo kehte the oosne karwaya. Karmoo hi woh ladka tha jis ne hame cigaret aaur gambling ke raaste paar laya, woh mujh se 5 saal bara tha aaur oosi ne pehli baar meri gand mari aaur gand marne aaur marwane ka maza chakhwaya. Hamare paas choonke apni koi jagah nahi thi jahan razdari se choodai karte aaur gambling karte, ek din haam chaaroon doost baithe yaahi baat kaar raahe the ke haamare paas kissi paake jagaah ka intezaam hoona chahiye jahaan haam beghair kissi daar ke aaraam se taash kheel saakein aaur gand maarne ka maazza le sakein, Karmoo ne kahaa ke ek jagaah to hai magaar jis ki jagaah hi oosse bhi aapne group me shaamil kaarna paare ga, haam saab fauraan raazi hoo gaye to Karmoo ne kahaa ke pehlee oosse poochna paare gaa ke woh raazi hai bhi ya naahi. Osswawaq Karmoo ne ooska naam nahi baataaya tha woh yeh kahaa tha ke aagaar woh raazi nahi hoowa to ooska naam zaahir kaarna theek naahi hooga, oossne ooske baare me itnaa zaroor baataa diya tha ke woh 30/40 saal ka maard hai aaur woh choodai ka bahut shauqeen hai, oosse to baas laura ghoosane ke liye sooraakh chaahiye chaahe sooraakh ladki ki choot ka hoo yah ladke ki gaand ka, phir Karmoo mere raan paar haath maar kaar boola tha,

"Shahab to baahut khubsooraat aaur chikna launda hai choonke woh toojhe jaanta hai iss liye woh tere goore aaur chikne gaand ke liye zaroor raazi hoo jaaye gaa,"

"Woh kissi ko kooch kaahe gaa to nahien", Main ne yahi sooch kaar poocha ke koi bhi gaand maare moojhe maazza to mile gaa hi aaur saath saath ek jaagaah ka paakkaa bandobaast bhi hoo jaaye ga, baas raaz na khoole.

"yaar main khood do [2] saal se oosse aaur ooske teen [3] doostoon se gand maarwaa raha hoon kia aaj taak kissi ko kooch maaloom hoowa, yaar raaz khulne ki fikaar maat kaaro, ooski chaahee jaan chaali jaaye maagaar raaz nahi khoole ga, yaahi haal ooske tinoon doostoon ka hai. Saab loog raaz ke maamle me bilkul paakke loog hain," Kaarmoo baarre yaaqin se dilaasaa deeta hoowa kaahaa.

cont..........part-4My Incestious Confession -4/Jawani Diwani
Haam saab mutmaaeen hookaar Karmoo ko oosse baat kaarne ki ijaazaat dedi. Doosre din jaab main school se aakaar do[2] baaje Karmoo se milla to ooss waaqaat sirf Karmoo aakela tha haamaare aar donoo doost nahi aaye the, pehle to maine donoo ke baare me poocha. Phir maatlaab ki baat paar aagiya aaur poochaa,

"Yaar abb yeh baataaoo ke kia toom ne apne ooss doost se baat kaarli", Karmoo muskoora kaar jawaab diya,

"Main raat hi ooske paas giyya tha aaur jaab maine oosse poori baat baataya to woh soon kaar khooshi se oochaal paara aaur fauraan raazi hoo gaayya kiun-ke bahut dinoo se tere oopaar ooski nazaar thi maagaar kabhi toojh se kooch kehne ki himmat naahi kaar sakaa tha,

Main kaarmoo ki maani-khaiz mooskuraahaat se shaarmaa giyya aaur thoora rook kaar poocha ke woh kaun hai to ooske mooh se Shahji kaa naam soon kaar main hairaat se oochaal paara kiun-ke mere waahaam-o-goomaan me bhi Shahji ka naam nahi tha, Pehle to main ne saaf inkaar kaar diya ke main yeh saab Shah ji ke saath naahi kaaroon ga, maagaar jaab kaarmoo ne moojhe gaaliyaan dete hoowe samjha kaar kahaa,

" Aabbe madhaar chood.....teri bahaan ki choot me kutte ka lund ghoosaaon aagaar to aab inkaar kare gaa to hosaakta hai ke hamaaraa raaz saab loogoon ko maaloom ho jaaye kiun ke jaab kaal haamaari baat paaki ho chooki thi aaur haam saab raazi ho gaye the to maine Shahji ko saab ke baare me poori taafseel bataa diya tha, aab aagaar hamaari taraaf se inkaar hoo gaa to kahien Shahji ghoosse me hamaara bhaanda na phoorde, aaur too inkaar kiun kaar rahaa hai, aabe saale randi ki aaulad gand to haam maarwaa hi rahe hain abb aagaar Shahji bhi haamaari gaand maar le ga to kiya faraaq paare ga, yeh to sooch oosse taalluq rakh kaar hamara faida hi faida hai, ek to haame paas taash khelne ki jagah ho jaaye gi, doosre yeh ke haam jaab chaaheinge choodai ka maaza le saakein ge tissra yeh ke haame aagaar taash kheelte hoowe kabhi oodhaar ki zarooraat ho gi to woh bhi haam Shahji se le-saakein ge"

Karmoo ke saamjhane se meri samajh me baat aagaaii aaur mai raazi hogayya, woh oosi waqaat moojhe Shahji ke paas ooske ghaar legayya, kiun-ke Shahji aapni dookaan ek[1] baaje se chaar [4] baaje taak baand rakhta tha aaur woh ghaar paar aaraam kaartaa tha, Shahji moojhee dekh kaar khoosh ho gayya aaur waaqaat zaayya kiye be-ghair moojhe apne goud me baitha kaar mere gaal ko sehlaataa hoowa boola,

"Karmoo ne moojhe saab kooch baata diya hai, Meri jaan aab tujhe jaghaah ke liye fikaar kaarne ki zarooraat naahi hai too bilkul sahee aadmi aaur sahee jagha per aagyya hai, iisse to aapni jaghah hi samaajh jaab dil chaahe yahan aakaar jo dil chaahe kaar kabhi kissi ko kooch nahi maaloom hooga,Yeh kaah kaar Shahji mera paint ootaarne laaga to main sharma kaar apne paint ko paakaar liya to woh boola,

"Madhaarchood, nakhre kiun dekha rahaa hai jaaldi de kaapre ootaar, bahut dinoon se teri gaand maarne ko taraas raahaa hoon",

Shahji yeh keh kaar phir mere kaapre ootaar ne laagaa, kaarmoo bhi moojhee samjhaya to maine apne kaapre ootaar kaar naanga bistaar paar baith kaar Shahji ko dekhne laaga jo aapna kaapra oottaar raaha tha, woh jaab khood bhi naanga hoo gayya to jaise hi maine ooske moote aaur laambe lund ko dekha ek daam daar kaar ooth-ta hoowa boola,

"Baap-re-baap, nahi Shahji main toom se gaand nahi maarwaaoon ga tumhaara lund bahoot barra bhi hai aaur bahoot moota bhi yeh meri gaand ko phaar de-gaa",

Shahji jo aab bilkul nanga hoo chooka tha woh moojhe paakaar kaar apne saath bistaar paar litta ta hoowa mere gaand ko sehlaa kaar boola,

"Meri jaan daartaa kiun hai, kooch naahi hooga Karmoo ko dekh woh bhi to moojh se gaand marwaata hai kia oose kooch hoowa jo tojhee hogaa, be-fikaar rah sookha lund nahi ghoosaaoon ga, pehle theek se creem laga kaar chikna kaar loonga ooske baad jaab ghoossaoon gaa to tujhe paatta bhi nahi chaale ga ke kaab mera lund teri gaand me ghoosaa, le pehle mere lund ko paakaar kaar sehla phir isse moohn me le kaar chooss",

Shahji aaur kaarmoo ke dilaassa dene se mera daar to khataam hoo gayya maagaar lund ka choossna mere liye bilkul naaii baat thi, thoore inkaar ke baad main Shahji ke moote lund ko baari mooshkil se aapne moohn me le kaar choossna shooro kiya, shooroo me moojhee karahiyyat hone laagi aaur mera moohn naamkeen ho gaaya, maagaar thoori deer baad moojhee maazza aane laagga, main Shahji ke lund ko paakaar kaar chooss raha tha aaur Shahji mere gaand me creem laagaa kaar apni mooti oongli mere gaand me ghoossa kaar hiillaa raahaa tha, thoori deer baad Shahji ne moojhe bistaar paar meere peet aaur lund ke niche do takyya raakh kaar moojhee aaundha leta diya, nichee do takyya hoone ki wajah se meri chootaar oopaar ooth gaaii thi, Shah ji mere oopaar aakaar mere chootaar ko cheer kaar apne lund ko ek haath se paakaar kaar apne lund ki toopi ko meri gaand ke sooraakh paar ragaarne laaga, ragaarte ragaarte oosne halkaa dhakka maara aaur ooske lund ka toopa "khaach" se meri gaand me ghoos gayya, creem laga hoone ki waajaah se moojhe koi takleef nahi hoowi, maagaar baad me woh jaise jaise apna lund ander ghoossa ne laagaa moojhe bahut taakleef hoone laagi moojhee aaissa lagne lagga ke meri gaand me mirch daal diya hoo, main takleef se tilmila kaar khood ko Shahji se choorane ki kooshish karne laga magaar Shahji ne moojhe istarah jakaar rakha tha ke main hiil bhi nahi saaka, aahissta aahissta woh apne dhakke ki raaftaar barhaata hi gayya aaur main takleef se roone laagaa, thoori deer me meri taakleef khaataam ho gaaii aaur moojhee bahut maazaa aane lagaa. Jaab main maazze aaur maasti me aakaar aapni chootaar hillaa hillaa kaar gaand maarwaane laagaa to Shahji ne mere cheehre ko moorh kaar aapna hoont meeree hoont se milla kaar choosne lagaa aaur aapni zaabaan mere moonh me ghoosa diya, main laazzaat aaur maazza ki be-khoodi me oosske zaabaan ko khoob choosne laagaa. Shahji choodne ke maamlee me baahoot taaqaatwaar maard tha, woh bahoot deer taak moojhe choodta raaha. Yeh tha Shahji se mere khoosi taaluq ke shooroo hoone ki kahani. Ooske baad yeh silsilla chaal paara, Shahji hameesha gaand maarne ke baad moojhee 10/ Rupai zaroor deta tha phir Shahji ke tinoon doost bhi shaamil hoo gaayee, woh bhi meri gand maarne laage, jo bhi meri gaand maarta woh moojhee paise zaroor deeta. Haam aab beghair kissi daar ke Shahji ke ghaar joowa khelte aaur maooj maasti kaarte. Shahji moojhe joowa kheel te waaqaat yeh kaah kaar oodhaar deeta ke yeh oodhaar maaf nahi hooga aaur woh moojh se wasool bhi kaar leta tha, jo main ghaar se choora kaar waapaas karta tha. Shahji aaur ooske tinoon doost haafte do haafte me raat ko ladki bhi laa kaar choodte. Oonhoon ne moojhe bhi daawaat diya maagaar choon-ke woh raat ko ladki laate issliye main kabhi shaamil nahi ho saaka.


cont..........part-5My Incestious Confession -5/Jawani Diwani
Ek din 4 baje shaam ko main Nani Jan ke paas se ghaar aaya tu ghaar me ghoosne se pehle maine Najma ko raste se ghaar ki taraf aate dekha woh qareeb aai to maine dekha ke ooske chehre paar ghabrahat hai aaur ooska chehra laal horaha tha, maine poocha,

"Najma kiya baat hai khairyat tum itni ghabrai hoi kiun ho"

oosne koi jawab nahi diya aaur mere saath hi ghaar me dakhil ho gai, iswaqat ghaar me Mammi soo rahien thien aaur ek kamre me mere doono choote bhai aaur bahan ludu kheelne me lage hoowe the, maine Najma ko akele kamre me bolakar phir ooske ghabrahat ki wajah poochi, bari mushkil se baar baar zid karne par sharmate hoe boli,

"Main Shahji ke dookan par icecream lene gai thi dookan me woh akela tha aaur mujhe dekh kar mere paas aaya aaur ekdum meri chaati (breast) pakar kar daba diya, mai sharam se ghabra kar wahan se bhag kar aagai"

Najma se Shahji ki haarkat soon kaar ghusse se mera khoon khaool gaya, saath hi yeh sooch kar daar bhi gaya ke agar Najma ne kissi ko bata diya to Bhai aaur Pappa oose yaqinan Police se pakarwaden ge phir mere gand marwane aaur joowa khelne ka raaz khul bhi sakta hai, yeh sooch kar maine Najma ko yeh baat kissi se na batane ko kaha aaur boola ke main khood hi Shahji se nimat longa.

Main ghusse se tantanata hoowa sidhe Shahji ke paas pahuncha, woh yaqinan andaza laga liya tha ke Najma ne mujhe ooski harkat bata diya hai, ooss waqt dookan me do aurten saaman le rahin thien, woh bare aaram se oon aurton ka saaman shopping bag me rakhte howe bola,

"Shahab tu bare ghusse me nazar aata hai ander chalkar baith ja main abhi aakar tujh se baat karta hoon,"

Main oon aurtoon ki wajah se kooch nahi bool paya aaur choop chaap kone me bane hoowe darwaze se ander ooske kamre me chala gaya aaur sofa par baith kar ooska intezar karne laga. woh thoori der baad ander aaya aaur mere barabar baith kar mere gaalon par hath pherta hoowa bola,

"Shahzade kiya baat hai to bahut ghusse se bhara hoowa aaya hai"

Main ooska haath apne gaal se hata kar ghusse se boola

"Tum ne meri bahan ke saath gandi aaur kamini harkat kiun kiya"

Meri baat soon kar woh zorse haansa aaur mere raan paar haath pheerta hoowa boola,

"Saale gandu, main teri gand marta hoon to tum bare maze se gand marwa kaar maza le kaar khush hote ho, ab agaar teri bahan ko bhi maza dena chahta hoon to ghusse se kiun tilmila rahe ho, woh bhi insaan hai oosse bhi maza lene ka haaq hai"

Mujh se ooski baat ka jawab nahi bana to main jaldi se boola,

" Dekhoo Shahji meri baat aaur hai main ladka hoon aaur ooski baat aaur hai woh ladki hai aaur meri bahan bhi tumko ooske saath yeh nahi karna chahye tha"

Woh thori der mujhe dekhta raha phir boola

"Maine hamesha tera saath diya hai, aaur hamesha tere hi faide ki baat soochi hai, aaur tujhee barabar issi liye udhaar deta raha ke shayed too jeet kar apna kharcha pani bhi nikaal liya kare aaur udhar ko bhi wapas kar sake, magar teri tarah teri qismat bhi gandu hai ke to hamesha haarta hi rahta hai, saale tujh paar abhi bhi mera 270/= Rupiya udhar hai jisse toone wapas karna hai
.
(Yeh taqriban 1980 ki baat hai oos zamane me 270/= Rupae bari raqam hoti thi aaur ek clerk ki mahine ki tankhwah (sallary) isse bhi kam hoti thi) main ooski baat soon kar jaldi se boola,
“ Haan shahji mujhe maloom hai ke tumhen 270/= Rupai chookane hain, fikar maat karo bahut jaldi wapas de donga",

“Sale bahenchood derh (1½) mahine me to diya nahi jabke 2 din ka wada kiya tha aaur dene ki bajaye qarza barha barha kar 270 tak le-aaya, aab meri baat ghaur se soon isme tera faida hi faida hai aaur meri baat manlega to tera qarz bhi maaf kardonga aaur ooper se tujhee aaur bhi 100/= Rupiya donga, aaur agar nahi maane ga to mera ruppia kahan se dega, phir kahin aayssa na ho ke qarz wasool karne ke liye mujhe tere baap ke paas jana pare",

woh mujhe samjhata howa aaur mere Pappa ki dhamki dekar boola. Main Pappa se boolne ki dhamki soon kar daar bhi gaya aaur qarz ko maaf karne aaur 100/= Rupai dene ka soon kar lalcha bhi gaya aaur poocha,

"Shahji agar tum mera udhar maaf kardo ge aaur 100/ Rupae bhi doge to main tumhari baat kiun nahi manon ga jaldi se baataoo kiya baat hai",

main Najma ki baat bhool kar Shahji ki khushamid karte hoowe poocha. Jawaab me Shahji ne jo kaha oose soon kar mera demagh ulaat giya woh boola

"Meri jaan tum akele akele hi gand marwa kar khoob maza loot rahe ho, ab apni bahan ko bhi maza lene ke liye razi kaar ke mere paas le aaoo to tera qarza bhi maaf aaur tujhee 100/= Rupiya bhi donga saath alag se Najma ko bhi 100/= Rupia donga, bare faide ka saoda hai",

Main ooski baat soon kar ghusse se oochaal kaar ooski gardan ko pakar liya magar kahan woh pahalwan ki tarah taqatwar mard aaur kahan main dubla patla larka, woh ek jhatke se mujhe dabooch kar gaali deta hoa oonch neech samjhane laga, bahut baaten hone ke baad mera ghussa kam hone laga aaur ek ghante tak mujhee piyaar se samjhata raha ke ooski baat maan lene se mujhe hamesha faida hi hoga aaur yeh baat kissi ko maaloom bhi nahi hoga.

Oosdin main khamooshi se ghaar aagaya, ghar par mera dil kissi kaam me nahi lag raha tha mere dimagh me sirif Shahji ki baat hi goonj rahi thi. Raat ko jab main sone leta to neend nahi aaii sirf sochta hi raha, kabhi khiyalon me dekhta ke Najma Shahji ke Bistar paar nangi leti hai aaur Shahji oose chood raha hai, ye kheyal tassawar me aate hi mere ander jazbat ki aag bharak ne lagi aaur mera [5"] lamba lund lohe ki tarah tantanate hoowe hilne laga, main andhere me apne lund ko sehlata howa maza lete hoowe soochne laga, Shahji ki baat maan kar sirf Rupai ka hi fayeda nahi hooga balke main choodai bhi dekh sakoon ga aaur khud bhi Najma ko chood kar maza le sakonga. Poori raat main nahi soo saka aaur raat bhar kabhi han kabhi na ke kheyaloon me uljha raha, aakhir kar soobah mera dimagh Shahji ki baat manne paar razi hogaya.

Doosre din school se aatehi fauran 2 baje din ko Shahji ke paas giya, Shahji rooz din ke ek baje se sapahar 4 baje taak apni dookan band rakhta tha isliye main sidha pichli gali se ja kar ooske ghar ka darwaza khatkhataya woh darwaza khoola aaur mujhe dekh kar muskura diya aaur mujhe apne kamre me legaya, maine oosse bata diya ke main ooski baat maanne ke liye tayar hoon, woh meri baat soon kar khushi se mujhe apne baraber baitha kar mujhe piyar karne laga aaur poocha ke main Najma ko kaise razi karonga, phir maine pehli baar apne dil me choope raaz ko oosse bataya ke main ne kabhi kissi ladki ko nanga nahi dekha aaur har waqat mere demagh me ladki ko nanga dekhne, ooski choodai dekhne oose choodne ka janoon sawar rahne laga hai, jab mujhe koi ladki nahi mili to khud bakhud Najma mujhe bahut achi lagne lagi aaur dil me oosse choodne ki khawahish paida ho gai aaur abb main khud bhi oosse choodna chahta hoon magar kaise aaur kahan lejakar choodon ghar par kissi ke dekh lene ka khatra rahta hai, aaur oosse bataya ke main bahut dino se akele me ooski chaati pakar kar dabata bhi hoon aaur kapre ke oopaar hi se ooski choot bhi sehla deta hoon, woh yeh baat kissi ko nahi boolti hai aaur meri haarkat par muskurate hoowe sharma kar bhaag jati hai. Woh meri baat soon kar khushi se beqaboo ho kar mujhe dabooch kar apne gaud me baitha liyaa aaur mere hoont ko choomte howe bola,

“yaar tum to bahut choope rustum nikle, waise teri bahan Najma hai bhi ghazab ki khubsurat, abhi tu uspar jawani ki shoorowat hoi hai aaur abhi se qiyamat ban gai hai oosse to har mard choodna chaahe ga tu bhi mard hai agar tu bhi oosse choodna chahta hai tu hairaat ki koi baat nahi, kia faraq parta hai ke woh teri bahan hai magar ooske saath saath ek khubsurat ladki bhi to hai.Fikar maat kar oosse ham dono milkar khoob chooden ge bass kissi tarah oosse razi kaar le, aaur ab choodne keliye jagah ki fikar mat kar, oosse yahan leaaya kar kissi ko maaloom bhi nahi hoga”

“ Magar oosko raazi kaise karoon woh to zara choote hi sharma kar bhaag jati hai”

Main beetabi se poocha.

cont..........part-6

[naseer ali]

My Incestious Confession-6/Jawani Diwani
Woh thoori der kuch soochta raha phir boola,

"woh tere chaati dabane aaur choot sehlane par na to naraaz hoti hai na ki kissi ko boolti hai to matlab bilkul saaf hai ke oosse bhi maza milta hai aaur woh bahut garam ladki bhi hai, aaur aab ooske choot me khujli bhi hone lagi hai yani oosse aab lund chahyye, magar choonke bahut sharmili hai isliye sharma kar bhaag jati hai, dekh aisa kar mooqa dekh kar oosse bilkul saaf saaf poori baat karle aaur oose lalach de ke choodai ke maze ke sath sath main oosse 100/= Rupia bhi donga aaur jab dil chaahe yahan aakar icecream ya jo chaahe muft me lejaya kare.

Main khauf aaur fikar se poocha,

" agaar Najma ne kisi ko baataa diya ya raazi nahi hoi to"

"jab oossne abhi taak kissi ko nahi bataya hai ke too ooski chaati daba deta hai aaur ooski choot sehla deta hai tu woh kabhi kissi ko kuch nahi batae gi, aaur mujhee pakka yaqin hai ke woh raazi bhi ho jaye gi haan hosakta hai ke sharam ke mare fauran raazi na ho to tum himmat mat haarna aaur barabar oosko raazi karte rahna ek na ek din woh maan jaye gi, aaur dekh oose 100 Rupiya aaur mufat ki icecream ka laaluch ooske dimagh me bhaarte rehna,"

Shahji mujhee samjhata hoowa boola.

"Theek hai aab mai chaalta hoon aaur mooqa milte hi Najma se baat karlonga,” Main yeh bool kar jane ke liye ootha hi tha ke Shahji mujhe wapas apni gaood me baitha ta howa boola,

"Abhi kaise jaaye ga teri kamsin, kawanri aaur khubsurat bahan ko choodne ke tassawar hi se mere lund me aag hi aag bhaar gaya hai ab jaldi se paint uttar kar bistar par chaal aaur mere lund ki aag ko thanda kar ke jana,"

Najma ko choodne, oosko nanga dekh ne aaur oosko choodwata hoowa dekh ne ke tassawar se mera ka khud boora haal horaha tha aaur khood mera lund lohe ki tarah khara ho kar tantana raha tha, mai jaldi se kapre ootaar kar bistar par baith giya itne deer me Shahji bhi nanga ho kar apne 7" lamba aaur 2" moote laure ko sehlata hoowa meri taraf aaraha tha, phir main bahut deer tak ooske laure ko choosta raha phir Shahji meri gand aaur apne laure par cream laga kar zabardast tariqe se meri gand mari aaur saath saath mere lund ko sehla sehla kaar meri garmi bhi nikaal di.

Ek haafte taak moojhe Najma se baat kaar ne ka kooii mooqa hi nahi milla, iss darmyyan maine sooch liya tha ke jaab bhi mooqa millega main ek-daam Shahji ki baat nahi kaaroon-ga, kiunke hoo-sakta hai ke Najma choodai ke baare me kooch nahi jaanti ho ke choodai kisse kehte hain, choodai kaisse hooti hai, aaur marad, aauraat aapas me kiss taraah choodai karte hain. Agaar oosse maaloom nahi hoga to pehle oosse choodai ke baare me saab kooch bataaoonga taake jaab main oosse Shahji ke paas jaane ki baat kaaroonga to samaajh saake ke oosse Shahji ke paas ja kaar kia karwana hooga aaur Shahji ooske saath kiya kare-ga.

Dasween din jaab main school se ghaar waapaas aayya to dekha ke Nanni jaan ghaar aaii hoowen haien. Najma bhi school se aachooki thi. Chaar [4] baaje jaab Nanni Jaan wapaas jane lagien to donoo choote bhai behan oonke saath jaane ki zid pakaar li, aakhir Nanni Jaan majboor ho gaien aaur donoo ko apne saath yeh kah kaar le gaien ke shaam ko Mammoo Jan ke saath wapaas choorwa deingi. Main jo baahaar jane hi wala the ke yeh sooch kaar rook gaya ke aagaar Mammi soo jayen gi too Najma se baat karne ka mooqa mil jaaye ga. Maine baahaar jaane ka iraada khataam karke tv lounge me baith kaar tv dekhne laga, Mammi bhi tv lounge hi me baithi thein aaur Najma apne kamre me soone chali gaii thi. Ek ghaanta ghoozaar ne ke baad bhi jaab Mammi wahien baithi rahien too moojhe maayoosi hoone lagi aaur oonpaar ghussa aane lagaa, magaar kia karsaktaa tha, aachaanaak paroos ki khaala aagayein oonki aaur Mammi ki bahut doosti thi. Oonheen Water Pump( Karachi ke ek ellaqe ka naam hai jo Federal-B-Area me hai ) ki market se kooch kapraa khareedna tha, choon-ke woh kabhi aakele market nahi jaati theen iss liye woh Mammi ko aapne saath le jaane ke liye aagaeen thien. Choote bhai behan na hoone ki wajah se Mammi fauraan jane ke liye tayyaar ho gayyen aaur jaate hoowe moojhe ghaar ka kheyaal rakhne ka bool gayeen. Hamaare ghaar se market ziyadah door to nahien tha phir bhi oonheen waapaas aate aate ghanta to laag hi jaata. Oonke jaate hi mere badaan me sansanahaat hoone laagi aaur mera lund khood bakhood aakkaar kaar tantanna giyya. Maine waqat zaaya karna moonasib nahi saamjha aaur sidha Najma ke kamre me paahoonch gaaya. Najma bistaar paar bilkul cheet soo rahi thi aaur ooske saans lene ke saath saath ooki chooti si chaati phool aaur pichaak rahi thi, woh nazzaraa dekh kaar main jazbaat se kaanp giya aaur ooske barabaar bistaar par baith kaar ooski chaati ko pakar kaar masalne laga, woh ek-dam haarbara kar ooth kar baith gaii, neend se iss tarah aachaanaak oothne se thoori der taak to ooski samajh me hi nahi aaya ke kia hoowa, jaise hi ooske dimaagh ne kaam kiya ooske chehre paar khaoof daoor gaii aaur woh jaldi se mera haath jo abhi taak ooski chaati paar tha hatate hoowe ghabraye hoowe lehje me sargoshi me booli,

"kiya kaar rahe hoo Mammi ghaar par hain oonhoone dekh liya to ghazaab ho jaaye ga",

Main doobaara ooski chaati ko pakaar ta hoowa thoore zoor aawaaz me kahaa,

"Ghabraaoo maat Mammi paroos ki khala ke saath water pump market kapra kharidne gaien hain aaur ghanta bhaar se pehle waapaas nahin aayen gi, iss waqat poore ghaar me ham doono ke elawaa kooi nahi hai. Najma itna achaa mooqa baar baar nahi milta hai, Yeh kahkaar main Najma ki qameez ko ootaar ne laga to Najma sharam se fauraan apni qameez ko mazbooti se pakaar kar barbarai, " Kiya karte ho, maat kaaro",


cont..........part-7

[reema the golden gir]

wonderful story

[naseer ali]

Thanks reema.

[navaratri4u]

Nice story

[naseer ali]

My Incestious Confession -7/Jawani Diwai
"Najma samajhti kiun naahi hoo hamare paas ziyada waqat nahi hai Mammi waapaas aagaayein to yeh mooqa haath se nikaal jaaye gaa aaur haamein baar baar aaissa mooqa naheen mile ga", yeh kahkaar main phir ooski qameez ootaar ne ki koshish ki, magaar woh apni qameez ko oossi tarah pakre hoowe booli, "Moojhe baahut sharam aarahi hai",

Mere aandaar jazbaat ki aag laagi hoowi thi aaur bardasht khatam ho chooka tha baas dil yahi chaah raha tha ke jaldi se Najma ko naanga kaarke oosko chood loon, aab Najma ki taraaf se rookaawaat ne mere aander jhinjh-laa-haat paida kaardi aaur main jazbaat ki dewaangi me Najma ko aapni baahoon me lekaar oosse bistaar paar letaa kaar main ooske oopaar lait giyaa aaur doono haathoon se ooki chaati ko paakaar kaar zor zor se masalte hoowe boola, "Najma aakhri baar pooch raha hoon ke kiya toom maazza lena chaahti hoo yah nahi ?", Do [2/3] baar poochne ke baad oosne baari mooshkil se sharmate hoowe kaha, "haan, ma....ma....magaar mujhe baahut sharam aarahi hai",

"Najma maazza lene ke liye to kaapre ootaarne hi paare ga, kapre ootaare beghair choodai kaise hoosakti haai. Kyaa tom ko choodai ke baare me kooch bhi nahin maaloom hai, yaa toom janti ho ke choodai kaise hooti hai", Mere iss sawaal ka jawaab Najma ne baari mushkil de diya aaur sharmaate hoowe apni aankh baand kaarke zoor zoor se saans lete hoowe dhimi aaur sharmili aawaaz me booli, "moo....moo....moojhe maa....maaaaloom hai",

"Aagaar maaloom hai to kapre ootaar ne se rook kiun rahi ho", Yeh kaah kaar main ooski qameez phir ootaar ne laga, iss baar oosne meraa haath nahi rooka, main joosh aaur joonoon main kaanpte haathoon se ooski qameez ko ootaar kaar ek taraaf phaink kaar jaise hi ooske naange jisim ko dekha dekhta hi rah giya, aaj zindagi me pehli baar kissi ladki ki naangi chaatiyan dekh rahaa tha. Najma ka poora jisim be-daag aaur gullabi tha, aabhi ooski chaati poori tarah naahi oobhri thi, woh apple ke barabaar hoo gi, aaur oospaar laal raang ka choota saa daana yaqoot (Ruby) ki tarah chamaak raha tha, main be-khoodi me ooske baraabar karwaat me lait kaar ooski chaati ko paakaar kaar aahista aahista sehlane aaur masalne laaga saath hi ooske daane ko do oonglioon me dabaa kaar maasaalte hoowe ooske hoont paar aapna hoont raakh kaar choosne lagaa, Najma jo mere chaati masalne aaur sehlane ki waajaah se maaze aaur maasti me maachaalti hooi siskaaryyan le raahi thi woh khood bhi moojh se laapaat kaar mere hoont ko choosne laagi, zindagi me pehli baar kissi ladki ko paa kaar meri saamaajh me hi nahi aaraha tha ke kahaan se shooroow kaaroon, kaise shooroo karoon, ooss waqaat moojhe yeh to maaloom tha ke ladki ki choot me laura ghoossa kaar chooda jata hai maagaar yeh nahi maaloom tha ke ladki ki chaati, choot aaur jisim ke mukhtaalif hisson ko bhi piyyar kaarna chaahiye aaur oose choosna chaahiye. Ooske hoontoon ko chooste hoowe aachaanaak mujhe yaad aaya ke Najma ne kaha tha ke woh choodai ke baare me jaanti hai, yeh yaad aate hi main choonk gaayaa aaur ekdaam mere dimaagh me aayya ke kia Najma pehle kissi se choodwa chooki hai, waarna oosse choodai ke baare me kaise maaloom hai. Main ooske hoont ko choor kaar ooski chaati ko maassaalta hoowa haanpte hoowe poocha,

"Najma kia toom pehle kissi se choodwa chooki ho", mere saawaal ko soon kaar Najma joosh aaur jazbaat me moojh se laapatte hoowe zor zor se saans lete hoowe booli,

"Na...na...nnnaahien",

"Phir toom ko kaise maaloom hai ke choodai kia hooti hai aaur kaise ki jaati hai?" Main ooski chootaar ko paakaar kaar oose aapni taraaf karwaat delate hoowe poocha, woh thoori hich-kichahaat aaur shaarmate hoowe booli,

"Meri doost ke bhai ke paas bahut urdu me likhi hoowi choodai ke kahaani ki kitaabeen hai aaur choodai ki tasswiroon ke magazine hain, meri saheli bhai se choopaa kaar le aati hai aaur khood bhi parhti aaur dekhti haai aaur moojhe bhi dekhne aaur paarh ne ke liye deti hai baad me woh waapaas rakh deti hai, oonhi kitaboon ko paarh kaar aaur taswireen dekh kaar moojhe yeh saab maaloom hoowa, woh sab dekh kaar hi to mere ander saab khood kaarne ki tammana hoo gaii aaur mere aander bechaini rehne laagi,"

Najma ki baat soon kaar meri samaajh me aagyya ke Najma ko yeh saab kaise maaloom hoowa hooga, aaur sakoon bhi hoo gayaa ke jab main Najma se Shahji ke paas jaane ki baat kaaroon ga to Najma ko maaloom hi hooga ke wahaan kia hooga. Main aab ooth kaar baith gayya aaur Najma ki shalwaar ko khinch kaar ootaarne laga , moojhe maaloom tha ke ghaar me Mammi aaur Najma shalwaar me nara ki bajaye elastic istemaal karti hain, ooska shaalwaar sarsara ta hoowa niche aagyya jisse main faauraan ooski taangoon se nikaal kaar ek taraf rakh diya aaur ooski chooti si phooli hoowi choot ko dekh kaar be-qaboo hogayya, ooski choot paar abhi taak baal nahi nikle the halanke 12/13 saal hi se ladkioon ke baal nikaal aate hain, main jaaldi se apne kaapre ootaar kaar naanga hoo gayya, Najma khamooshi se aankh band kiye chiit leti hoowi thi, main fauraan Najma ki donoo taangoon ko paakaar kaar aalaag kaar ke phaila diya aaur oos paar let kaar ek haath se apne be-qaaboo lohe ki tarah aakre hoowe lund ko pakaar kaar ooski chhot par rakha aaur choot me ghoosane ke liye dhaka lagaya choonke anari tha aaur pehle kissi ladki ko nahi chooda tha iss liye nishana theek naahi baitha aaur mera lund choot me ghoosne ki baajaaye choot ke barabaar raanoon mein ghoos gayaa, doo teen baar kooshish karne ke baawaajood mera lund choot me nahi ghoos saka, Najma mere dhakka lagane se khood bhi mujh se lapaat kaar niche se dhakka lagati hoowi siskaari leti aaur nakhoon se mere peeth ko noochti. Ham doono pasine pasine ho rahe the khaas kaar mera bahoot boora haal hoo rahaa tha mera poora jisim paasine se bhara hoowa tha main kutte ki tarah haanp rahaa tha aaur aaisa laag raha tha ke mere poore badan ka khoon simaat kaar mere land me aagayya ho, main joononi haalaat me Najma paar leeta beghair nishane aaur ye dekhe beghair ke mera lund choot me ghoosa bhi hai ya nahi aankh baand kaarke dhakke paar dhaaka lagaya ja rahaa tha, achaanaak mujhe aaissa laga ke mera lund phaat gayya ho aaur oosme se garaam garaam aag ka lava phaat kaar nikal gaya hoo, main ek halke cheekh ke saath laazzat ke naashe me doobta chalaa gayya aaur ek daam Najma paar leet kaar saakit hoo gaya, main to thanda hoo gayya tha magaar Najma mujhe noochti hoowi niche se dhake paar dhaaka laga rahi thi aaur mujhe boori tarah nooch rahi thi, pehle mujhe Najma ke noochne ka ehsaas bhi nahi hoorahaa tha magaar aab takleef mahsoos karne laga tha aaur jaldi se Najma ke oopaar se lurhaak kaar ooske oopaar se ootaar kaar ooske barabar leet gayya. Najma thoori der choop chaap oossi taraah leti raahi, phir woh aahista se ooth kaar bistaar ke chaadaar se apne choot aaur raanoon paar laage hoowe mere manni ko saaf kar ke apne kapre pehaan ne laagi, ooska chehra aag ki tarah laal hoo raha tha, itna to mujhe maaloom hi tha ke main apna lund ooski choot me nahin ghoosa saka hoon aaur be-inteha jazbaat me hoone ki wajah se fauran aaur baahaar hi jhaar giya hoon, main fauraan Najma ka haath pakaar kaar oosse shalwaar pehenne se rook te hoowe boola,

"Najma main jaanta hoon ke mera lund toomhaari choot me nahin ghoosa tha aaur toomheen choode beghair main thanda hoo gayya, dekho aaj se pehle main ne kabhi kissi ladki ko nahin chooda tha isliye moojhe koi tajurba to tha nahi aaur main choon-ke bahut garaam tha issliye choode beghair khalaas ho gayya, natajurbaakaari me yeh pehli baar hoo jaata hai. Abb dekhna iss baar toomhein ketne zabardaast tareeqe se choodon ga aaur tumhaari garmi bhi nikaal doonga",

yeh kahta hoowa maine shalwaar Najma ke haath se le kaar bistaar par ek taraf rakh kaar Najma ko khinch kaar apne oopaar leta liyya, Najma kooch nahi booli aaur mujh paar lette hi mujh se laapaat gaii, aaur haanpte hoowe aapni choot ko mere raanoon se ragarte hoowe barbrai,


cont..........part-8

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My Incestious Confession-8/Jawani Diwani
"Shahab kooch kaaroo mere aander kooch horahaa hai, mere aandaar aag lagi hoowi hai samajh me nahi aarahaa hai kia karoon",

Fikaar maat kaaroo toomhaari bechaini aaur aag choodwate hi khatam hoo jaaye gi, baas abhi [5] minitue me jaise hi mera lund khara hooga main tumhaari choot me ghoosa kaar tumhari saari bechaini khatam kardoon ga,"

"Agaar Mammi aagaaein to"'

"Mammi ke aane me abhi deer hai aaur oonke aane se pehle hi tumheen chood loonga"

Abhi maine yeh kaha hi tha ke kissi ne baahaar darwazza khatkhatana shooroo kaar diya, darwaaze ki khatk-khata-haat ek bomb ki tarah haamaare dimaagh par laga aaur haam doono ka chehra dar aaur khauf se pilla paar giya, chand lamhe to samajh hi me nahi aaya ke kia hoowa aaur kia karoon, phir ghabraahaat aaur khauf se bijli ki tarah aapne kaapre pehenne shooroow kardiye, main kapre pehente hoowe Najma se kaha ke woh bistaar paar iss tarah let jaaye jaise bahut deer se soo rahi hoo, itni deer me do teen baar darwazza khatkhataya giya, main kapre pehente hi baahaar darwaaza khoolne bhaaga yeh dekhe beghair ke Najma kia kaar rahi hai, jaise hi darwaaza khoola bahaar Mammi ko dekh kaar ekdaam hakka-bakka rah giya, Mammi ka poora kaapra mitti aaur gandagi se bhara hoowa tha, woh darwaaza khoolte hi ghoosse se aandar aate hoowe boolien,

"kahaan maar gaye the darwaaza kiun nahi khool rahe the",

Mujhe fauraan bahana soojh gayya aaur khood bhi ghussa dekhate hoowe boola,

"aap mujh paar kiun naraaz ho rahi hain, apni ladli (Najma) ko to kooch nahi kaheen gi jo abhi taak soo rahi hai, main to bath room me tha darwaza kaise khoolta, aare magaar yeh kiya hoowa aapko, aapka kaapra kichaar aaur gandagi se kiun bhara hoowa hai",

Mere ghoosse ki acting aaur faoori bahane ne kaam kaar dikhaya aaur Mammi ka ghoossa bhi ek daam khaataam hoogayya saath hi oonki tawaajja bhi baat gaii aaur woh apne kaapre ki taraaf dekhte hoowe moonh banaa kaar boolien,

"Aare kia baataaoon Water pump paar jahaan Rickshaw(three wheeler motor taxi) rooka tha wahaan raaste me paani aaur kichaar tha main oospaar phissaal kaar gir gayee thee issi liye to fauraan bhaag kaar aagaii,"

Mammi moojh se yeh bool kaar apne kaamre se towel aaur aapna kaapra liya aaur fauraan bath room me nahane chali gaiien, maine andaaza lagaya ke woh bath room se aadhe [½] ghante se pehle naheen nikleen gien aaur sidha Najma ke kamre ki taraf bhagaa, wahaan jaa kaar dekha ke Najma bistaar ka chaadar badaal rahi hai, moojhee dekh kaar ooska cheehra sharaam se laal hoo gaaya aaur woh ekdaam donoo haathoon se apna chehra choopaa kaar phoos-phoosi aawaaz me booli, "toom jaaoo moojhe bahut sharam aarahi hai"'

Main ooske paas jaa kaar oosse apne bahoon me lekaar apne chaati se lagaa liya aaur ooske haath ko ooske chehre se haata kaar ooske hoontoon ko piyar karta hoowa boola,

"Najma aab haam doonoo ke darmyyan kaisi shaaraam, sharmana chooro aaur meri baat soono, ham doono ne saab kooch kaar hi liya hai bas meri na-tajurbakaari ki wajaah se choodai nahi ho saaki, kia toom choodwaana nahi chahti hoo"'

"M..m...maagaar Mammi aagaaii hain aaur woh abhi nahaa kaar aajaayeen gi, ham kooch nahi kaar sakte hain", Najma ghabrate hoowe booli, woh shaayed meri baat soon kaar yeh samjhi thi ke main abhi choodne ki baat kaar raha hoon, main ooski doonoon chootaroon ko paakaar kaar dabata hoowa boola,

"Main abhi choodne ki baat nahi kar raha hoon, abhi to Mammi aagaien hain issliye yeh abhi moomkin nahi hai, mere paas ek bahut achaa raasta aaur tariqa hai aagaar toom raazi ho jaaoow to beghair kissi daar aaur kissi khauf ke tumhaari itne zabaardaast tariqe se choodai hoo gi ke toom maaze me paagaal ho jaoo gi" Najma meri baat soon kaar apni choot ko mere raan se ragaarte hoowe bechaini se booli,

Shahab jo chaahe kaaroo magaar jaldi kaaroo nahi to main paagaal ho jaaoon gi",

Phir maine Najma ko Shahji ke baare me saab kooch bata diya, woh meri baat soon kaar iss taraah oochli jaise karant laag gayya ho aaur moojhe ek daam zoor se dhakka de kaar ghusse aaur sharam se moojhe bahut gaaliyaan dene laagi aaur bahut boora bhalaa kehne laagi, ooske ghoosse ko dekh kaar aaur ooski gaalyyaan soon kaar main daar gaya ke abhi Mammi bhi bath room se nikalne wali hain aaur oonhone Najma ko mujh paar ghussa karte dekh liya aaur wajah poochi to kahien Najma oonheen saab kooch na bata de, main darke maare Najma ko choor kaar fauran ghaar se bahar nikaal gaya aaur sidhe Shahji ke paas pahuch gaya, itifaaq se ooss waqat ooski dookaan paar koi ghahaank nahi tha aaur Shahji baitha hissab kitaab kaar raha tha, maine Shahji ko poori baat tafseel se bataadiya, woh bhi daar giya tha aaur kooch sooch kaar boola,

"Yaar! baat to bari khatarnak ho gai hai aab jo bhi hooga dekha jaye ga, aaur agar Najma kissi ko kooch nahi boole gi to khatre ki koi baat nahi hai aaur abhi chance baqi hai ke woh shayed raazi ho hi jaaye, tum ek kaam kar ek do din bilkul choop rah aaur dekhta ja ke woh kisi ko boolti hai ya nahin agar kissi ko nahi boole to tum phir se oossko raazi karne me lagjana"

Shahji ki baat meri samajh me aagai aaur mera daar thoora kam hoo gaya, main Shahji ke paas se jaane hi lagaa tha ke woh mujhe rookta hoowa boola,

"Thahaar aaur baith jaa abhi to tujh se zaroori baat karni baaqi hi rah gaii hai",

"Boolo Shahji kia baat hai", main doobaara baithta hoowa boola,

"Ek baat bilkul saach bata ke kiya too waqaii Najma ko nahein chood sakaa?",

"Shahji issi baat ka to afsoos hai ke itne mooshkil se aaj choodne ka poora mooqa mila tha magaar Najma ki choot me lund hi nahien ghoosa saaka aaur ghoosane se pehlehi jhaar giyya", main afsoos karta hoowa boola aaur Shah ji ko poori taafseel batadiya. Jawaab me Shahji moojhe gaali deta hoowa boola,

"Saale madherchood toojhe maaloom hi hai ke haam yaar doost aapaas me mill kaar 100 Rupai me ladki laakaar choodte hain iss taraah haam ek ka sirf 25/30 rupai choodai paar kharaach hoota hai, jaab-ke main Najma ko choodne keliye 500 se ziyaada kharaach kaar raha hoon sirif issliye ke woh sirif kamsin aaur khubsoorat hi nahi balke kanwaari bhi hai, achaa hoowa ke to oosse chood nahi saka agaar chood leta to main 100 rupai se ziyyada nahi deeta, aab yeh baat yaad rakhna ke oosse pehle main choodoon ga, toojhe aagaar choode ka mooqa mill bhi jayee to bhi oosse nahi choodna, baas ek baar oosse pehle chood loon ooske baad jaab tera dil chaahe oosse choodte rehna,"

Main Shahji ki baat soon kaar hairaat se kahaa, "Shahji Najma kanwaari ho ya nahi hoo isse kiya faraaq parta hai, theek hai toom hi oosse pehle chood lena main nahi choodoonga, abhi too yeh dekhna hai ke woh kissi ko kooch boolti hai ya nahi",

"Do teen din too bilkul daam saadh kaar choop baitha raah, oosse kooi baat maat kaarna balke koshish yeh karna ke tera aaur ooska saamna kaam se kaam ho, aagaar woh kissi ko kooch nahi boolti hai to samaajh le ke woh kabhi kissi ko kooch nahi boole gi, ooske baad bilkool daare beghair oosko raazi karne me laag janaa ek naa ek din woh raazi hoo hi jaaye gi,"

Shahji moojhee samjhaata hoowa boola, ooski baat mere dil ko laagi aaur main gaardaan hilaate hoowe boola, "Theek hai Shahji main bilkul waissa hi karoon ga jaise toom ne baattaya hai, waise Shahji moojhe daar yeh hai ke woh raazi hoo kaar aagaai to kahein toomhaara moota aaur khaambe ki taraah laamba laura ooski choot hi na phaar de, ooski choot bahoot chooti hai aaur abhi to ooski choot paar baal bhi nahien nikle hain,"

Shahji meri baat soon kaar muskurayya aaur dookaan ke baahaar galli me kissi ko na dekh kaar apna laura selaata hoowa boola,

"Fikaar maat kaar oosski choot ko kuch nahi hooga, woh mere lund se bhi barra aaur moota lund barre aaraam se le kaar oochaal oochaal kaar choodwaye gi,"

Shahji se baat kaarke moojhe tassalli to hoo gaai thi magaar phir bhi main daaraa hoowa tha issliye Shah ji ke yahaan se nikaal kaar sedha Karmoo ki taraf chaalaa gayya aaur andhera hoone ke baad bahut darra hoowa ghar aayya, ghaar me bilkul sakoon thaa yeh dekh kaar mere jaan me jaan aaii aaur samaajh giyya ke Najma ne kissi ko kooch nahi boola hai. Main Shahji ki baat par aamal karke do din taak bilkul choopka raha jab yeh dekh liya ke Najma kissi ko kooch nahi bataya hai to mujhe hausla hoowa aaur mujh me bahut himmat paida hoogaaii, Phir mujhe jaise hi mooqa milta main oosko raazi kaarne ki kooshish karta, shooroo ke ek haafte to woh ghussa dekhati rahi aaur main haath laga to mera haath jhatak kaar bhaag jaati, ek hafta ke baad woh ghussa kam dekhane lagi aaur din ba din ooska ghussa dekhana kam se kam hoota gaya. Taqriban derh (1½) mahine guzarne ke baad woh raaste paar aane lagi aaur meri baat soon kaar khamoosi se kooch soochti magar kooch boolti nahi.

cont..........part-9

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My Incestious Confession -10/Jawani Diwani
Main haanpta kaanpta sidhe ghaar aaya, mere poore baadan ke naasoon me khoon ki jagah aag ka darya daur rahaa tha, mera lund itna akra hoowa tha ke ooske aakran se lund me takleef hoone laagi thi, kissi ladki ko choodne aaur choodai dekhne ki khawahish jo janoon ban chooki thi, aaj woh poora hoone jaa raahaa tha. Mere jazbaat aaur sex ka hawas Najma ko ek behan ki jagah ek ladki ki tarah dekh raha tha. Main sidhe oossi kamre me dakhil hoowa jahan Najma ko choor kar gayaa tha, dekha Najma kaapre baadal kar saar jhookaaye baithi kooch sooch rahi hai, oosne baalon ko kangha kaar ke do chootyan banaya hoowa tha aaur be-intiha khubsoorat laag rahi thi, jaisehi main kamre me daakhil hoowa woh mujhe dekh kar haar bara kaar khaari ho gaaii. Main sidhe Najma ke paas jaakar doono haathoon se ooki chootaroon ko pakar kar apna khara lund kapre ke oopaar hi se ooski choot par dabate hoowe oose zoor se laptaa kar hanpta hoowa boola,

Najma toom bahut khubsoorat lag rahi hoo Shahji tumhen dekhe ga to dekhta hi rahjaaye ga”,

“Oooffff aaaahh……mmm…..main….. nanana…nahi jajaja…jaoongi”,

Najma meri chaati se chipki hoowi kapkapate lehje me booli, ooski baaton se saaf maaloom horaha tha ke woh dari aaur ghabraii hoowi hai saath saath be-intiha sharam me doobi hoowi hai. Main ooski dono chootaroon ke ander haath ghoosa kar oongli se ooski gand ke soorakh ko sehlata hoowa aaur apne laure ko ooski choot par zoor se daba kar poocha,

“kiun nahi jaaoogi, jabke toom jaane ke liye kapre badal kar tayyar bhi ho gaaii ho”,

“Mujhe Shahji ke paas jane ka sooch kar hi bahut sharam aarahi hai aaur daar bhi lag raha hai, aaur yahan gharpar to koi bhi nahi hai phir wahan kiun jaaeen ham yahin har kooch karsakte hain,”

Mere lund ke dabaoo ko aapne choot par mahsoos karke aaur gand ke soorakh ko sehlata pakar woh khud bhi yaqinaan bahut garam hoo gaii thi aaur jazbaat se ooska badan kaanp raha tha, magar bahut sharmili hone ki wajah se ek ajnabi aaur lama chaoora taqatwar mard ke paas jaane ka sooch kar hi sharam aaur ghabrahat se inkaar kar rahi hai, main apna ek haath ooski chhotar se hata kar ooski chaati par rakh diya (woh abi ander bra. pehanna shooroo nahi kia tha) ko pakar kaar aahista aahista masalte howe boola,

"Najma dekho main ooss din ki aadhoori choodai ka kaassaar poorakar ke toom ko bahut maza karwana chahta hoon, choon- ke maine pehle kabhi kissi ladki ke saath yeh sab nahi kia hai issliye moojhe koi tajurba to hai nahi , issliye hosakta hai ke main iss baar bhi tum ko theek se nahien chood sakoon aaur toom phir taraapti rahjaaoo. Shahji bahut tajurbakaar hai oosse maaloom hai ke ladki ko kaise bharpoor maaza diya jasakta hai toomko ooske paas jaa kar woh maza mile ga ke tum sooch bhi nahi sakti ho, aaur dekho woh ham dono ko 100/100 Rupai bhi to dega yeh bahut baari raqam hooti hai, aaur yeh bhi dekho tumko jaab bhi icecream ya kuch bhi khana hoo woh tumhe hamesha mufat mile ga. Sab se aahaam baat yeh hai ke ghaar par hamen haar waqat choodai ka mooqa nahi milsakta hai, issliye jab Shahji se taalluq hoojaaye ga to ham jab chahenge wahan jaa kaar khoob choodai kaarke maazzaa kar saken ge. Tum sharmana choor do aaur darne ki kiya baat hai toom wahan aakele to nahi jaa rahi ho main bhi to tumhare saath hi rahonga",

main yeh sab boolte hoowe ooski chaati ke choote daane ko chootki me daba kaar masalta bhi ja raha tha. Najma masti aaur maaze me halke halke siskari bharti hooi meri baat soon kaar thori der bilkul choop rahi phir sharmate hoowe booli,

"Th....th....theek hai ch.....ch......chaloo, magar woh poore 100 Rupai to dega",

"Abhi main oosko yahi to bool kaar aaya hoon, tum bilkul fikaar maat kaaroo woh jaate hi pehle poore 100 rupai toomhen dega ooske baad toomhein choode ga",

Main Najma ko saath le kaar ghaar se nikla aaur ghar me taalaa laga kar Shahji ki taraf rawana hoo gaya, poore raase mera jisim josh aaur jazbaat se kanp raha tha saath hi daar bhi lag raha tha ke kissi ko shaak na hoo jaaye, chalte hoowe aaissa mahsoos horaha tha jaise haar aadmi ko maaloom hai ham kahan aaur kiun ja rahe hain aaur har koi haamen hi dekh raha ho. Shahji ki galli me ghooste hi maine door hi se dekh liya ke Shahji ke ghaar ka darwaza khoola hoowa hai, abi haam darwaze ke paas hi pahnche the ke Najma ne mere haath ko zoor se pakaar liya aaur kanpti aawaaz me barbra kaar booli,

"Sh.....Sh.......Shahab wa.....wa....waapas chaloo main n
ahi ja....ja....jaaon gi moojhe bahut sharam aarahi hai",